2013

1. started an online shop
2. 121 N Rural Dr, so many memories.
3. Thankful that I met XiaoYi.
4. left USA. I still remember how we cried at the airport ...
5. Goodbye to Cookie, the love of my life, my best friend for 15 years
6. gone through a painful breakup. Read douban everyday
7. months of medication then i gave up. Started Chinese medication.
8. Learned much of self-love. Watched Caroline's videos, hit the gym daily
9. started to work full-time as a graphic designer
10. met RH
11. Bali vacation

12.10.2013

感情進展和去旅行這個大膽行為不成正比
我可能承受不了一起創造燦爛記憶最後結唔成婚的後果吧
明明
還是
覺得有點互相看不起
明明
還是
對滿口的將來
有所保留.

我覺得女生優勢快將終結了. 有點不安.

其實點解我唔感恩D?

感恩練習開始：

12.8 感謝佢帶我見媽咪
感謝佢媽咪的利是(我無收)
12.9 感謝佢仍然次次都送我返屋企
感謝佢會做搞怪表情哄我笑
感謝佢話 願意娶我 (希望此句不會成為他日的痛處.)
感謝每日的morning call. 仲要驚我訓返, 唔止call 一次

其實好多野都不能take for granted...
不想將來他疏懶我就為沒有這些而不高興.

自省:
做個甜甜的，開心的女子就好。其他都是其次。
可惜都係...... 忍不住有黑面的時候

以後，
覺得累，個樣又頹，都係返家休息，勉強見面無幸福。
要懂得拒絕！